17th
Mini Autobio: Self Truths
It may not seem like it sometimes, but I am an adult who makes decisions and has responsibilities. I live to be respected by my family and friends. I enjoy being confronted when someone misunderstands me.
It takes a lot to become someone I respect.
It takes a lot to become someone I let touch me.
Trial and Error. This is my life and I’ve learned a lot since I turned 17 and let some asshole who I barely liked kiss me in the grass. There are right things and wrong things… there are truths and there are lies. I identify them and live accordingly.
I learned that a stolen man is a worthless man years and years ago. I don’t take things that aren’t mine except maybe if it’s a worthwhile cupcake.
Pro Tip: I go to sleep in my bed with a cat under my arm.
I’m insulted when I find that people make assumptions about what goes on in my house based on their own boundaries and behavior. There is no such thing as an automatic boyfriend in Buffalo.
I’m my mother’s daughter and my father’s daughter. I am Kim’s best friend, an older and younger sister. I strive to be someone they admire every day and I won’t let anyone destroy what I’ve built. I turn 28 on Thursday.
I am looking forward to a healthy, beautiful summer full of love, success, and adventures with my family and friends. And I have more growing to do. There will always be more to learn.
No one calls me theirs at present, and I’m looking forward to the time when I can say I am someone’s again. I want to be cared for and loved by a person who is game for a life with me. Everything intimate follows after that. Nothing is worth it before that. I know that it only feels good after that moment when someone looks straight into me and cradles me, because I’m a woman and I’m not messing around.
If you don’t respect this or understand any part of this, call me up and I’ll tell you exactly why you should.
